Saturday, April 19, 2008
haha XY factor!
ohmy i still cant believe the last lap is over. it feels so phew! but at the same time i guess i will miss the great times the three of us would be complaining and jiayouing each other everytime we see each other. now its just left for "judgement day". haha but surprisingly im not worried cause i believe that no matter who gets it we will all make a great team. its like once we joined together at the table things were flowing so easily it didnt feel tense. laughing abt and stuff. haha yup this is one great process!
hmm as for you i really believed it wen u called me that night to say sorry. something in me told me it was too good to be true but i believed you and never looked down upon u since last time. but to hear what u have been spreading, it makes me sad. not angry but disappointed. i know u wanted it badly but hey be happy for us at least. u talked abt not letting our friendship get affected that night. i have never let this affect the way i thought of u. but i dunno abt it now. why? thats all i want to know. why?? yvonne, please control yeah. i appreciate it all but seriously it wont do any good.hmms haha ytd i was so drained that i came home and slept all the way to today morning. seriously! that i missed tuition and all. best nasuha! then today at 6.35 my mum woke me up. i thought it was just for me to go do my prayers but she came again and asked me if im still going. then i was like huh? go where? then i saw my no.4 starring at me. sigh NDP rehearsals. it was ok i guess. there was this gombak family day thingy so we trained at the army side. hmms i like todays contingent formation. hopefully it remains(: haha tsk tsk we saw someone yet again. this time wah best straight into our face. haha zura zura! eh nasuha the name looks so familiar! ahaha
hmms zura is sad. cause her birthday will be celebrated at bedok camp for rehearsals. nyeh nyeh! at least not as bad as last two years wat! oh man how time flies. what i would do to go back to that day and change it. but i noe i cant and somewhat that day always reminds us to treasure our specs and make them proud.
"there are no tears in NCC"ok i've got madrasah tmr. sigh then its back to sch again. another week. another cycle.
nasuha
